Things are starting to wind down here in Edinburgh as my last few lectures of the term are tomorrow and next week. Of course, the fact that lectures are finishing only means devoting myself full time to essay writing for the next few weeks, and although I love my course the idea of 10,500 words to be written (thankfully across 3 papers!) is not appealing. This is where the escapism comes in, because my personal coping strategy is a terrible one is a lot of daydreaming and pretending the overwhelming responsibility of writing doesn’t need to be fulfilled until the last possible moment.
So instead, I’ve been thinking a lot about other places I would like to be – places where essays are not looming over my head. This has brought a lot of smiles to my face, as usual, so I thought maybe I’d share some of the things that have been on my mind lately.
One of the places I would most love to be is in Oakland, enjoying the mild weather and the still-green trees! Even better, I would love to be back in the Bay Area summertime, since last spring and early summer are the setting for some really great memories. There’s not much that beats lying on the front lawn in the sunshine and drinking wine with friends, or celebrating a best friend’s birthday together after months apart by making your own lemonade and wandering around snacking on samples from the Lake Merritt farmer’s market. I miss the smell of wisteria and eucalyptus that was always present in my Mills life.
I’ve also been thinking about Denver and the first couple of weeks I was there, when my brother was coming over to cook dinner with me or taking me out for pho. Although the summer was hot and I spent a lot of it trying to get the most out of my office air conditioner, it was also quiet and calm, with lots of swimming and walking and just enjoying a new city. Plus, time to hang out with my brother is always one of my favourite things.
I’ve also been thinking a lot about my parents’ house in the mountains, where I am always happy to be (even that time when Mum and I arrived home in the middle of the night to find that the thermostat had broken and we had to round up all the blankets and sweatshirts in the house to avoid freezing). I’m daydreaming of sitting on the window seat with a novel, or sitting on the deck chatting with my dad. There are always lots of home-baked goodies in the kitchen in these daydreams.
Edinburgh is still one of my very favourite places to be, even if I’m not out enjoying the city much these days. I have lots of great memories here, too. And I’m lucky to have a whole lot of really great people filling up my life! Essay-induced daydreaming just makes me think of all the relaxed and sunshine-y times in my life, I think. And it’s awfully nice to think about them!
Next week I am very excited to make my escapist daydreams reality, as I am taking a (sadly short) trip to visit my dear friend Emily in Hungary. I’m very much looking forward to our post-Thanksgiving cookie baking, hummus eating, tea drinking, sightseeing weekend together, and I have a hunch it will be just the boost I need to come back to Edinburgh and finish off those essays before Christmas!